Jhoy Imperial and the Web

Here are the TOP 10 list of most unforgettable places for me and my someone.
1. Holy Trinity Church
    - Here is where i realized that i have found him. This place binds us in faith and soul

2. Mercury Stop’N Shop
    - Here is where we actually had our first meeting and conversation.

3. BK Welcome Rotonda
    - This place surely has a lot of memories. This is where our relationship started.

4. House in Calabash
    - This house became our hangout when we were in college. This house became our luckiest house. so many memories

5. Bulalo ni Ramirez (in Welcome Rotonda)
    - Another memorable place. this is the place where we ate before we became partners.

6. Gerry’s Grill
    - Here is where we usually hang-out during late night out

7. Starbucks
    - Here is where we unwind everytime we are stressed after work.

8. House in Project 6
    - A simple get away inside the frustrating city

9. SM Cinema (Centerpoint)
    - Nothing to explain hehe

10. Outside Lobby in Summit101
    - Just a quick escapade in a very tiring work

God, help me to be strong.
Give me the strength to hold on to you.
I’m nearing the end and i am about to give up.
I am so afraid that i might break.
Although i am already cracked up,
Please, help me hold myself tightly together.
I don’t know how much longer i could endure this.
I am so much hurt.
Please help me cure the pain, even just a little.
In this dark abyss that i have been trapped,
May you be my guiding light.
I am already lost and i wanted to be found.
Give more understanding, patience and courage
so that i could continue in this road.
Thank you so much cause i know,
Even if i feel alone sometimes
You are still with me
Protecting and guiding me. AMEN.

january will soon be over. the moments passed by like it took forever but it’s only a month. but time runs so swiftly that its already another month on friday.

been so very busy this month since the working days resumed. indeed, holiday is really over. i really enjoyed my vacation although it’s just too short but still it’s the most meaningful for me and my family simply because we are happy. seems like it was the first happy holidays for the three of us. in case you don’t know, im from a broken family living with my mom and brother. moving on, i can’t believed that the first month will end on wednesday. im reminiscing the days ive spent for this month, 28 days to be exact but i could only remember a few. all that was left clearly in me is how i slept a lot. yes, a lot and like a log. hehe… been tired from work and the travel from home to work and vise-versa so i spent quality time sleeping, watching movies, sleeping, surfing, sleeping…

for the next month im planning to have a much better life besides sleeping, it’s not that i don’t like it, i’m just starting to get bored. i’ll try to make up for myself. i’d like to be back into sports just like when i was younger. been planning for that since last year, hopefully it will be plausible this year.

january is a good start for me although there are some unlikeable events this month but still i could say it’s a nice beginning. happy january! =)

the hardest thing to do in one’s simple life is to say NO especially when you are not used to say that word and to do such action. people tend to agree to other’s opinion or request because they are afraid for what the possible outcome might be. saying NO is not a cursed word. it’s your freedom to refuse things that you think you can’t do not because you don’t have the skill to do it, but maybe it’s really out of your hand in the moment or is not within your lists of righteous principle. don’t get trapped in utang-na-loob attitude of others or he/she is higher than me. it’s they’re devilish way of holding as they’re slave. if you think it is beyond the border, then say NO. just don’t forget to do it nicely and polite.  people oftentimes thinks it is just okay because you don’t speak your mind but in reality, you are deeply hurt and that wound can’t be healed even by the greatest surgeon in the planet. if you can’t refuse a request and you failed (im not being pessimistic, im optimistic in reality), chances are they are not the only one to blame you but also yourself even if you say it’s okay but deep inside of you  are hurt a lot, Big time! it’s not bad to think of yourself sometimes. saying no to others is just a very good sign of your maturity and how strong you are.

Nung unang kitang makita, kala ko di tayo magkakasundo

Tahimik ka kasi at walang kibo, animo’y mahigpit na guro

Nung unang beses na narinig ko ang tawa mo, masiyahin ka pala

Madali kang lapitan pag may problema, o kahit simpleng usap lang

Hindi ka boring kasama, Puno ng kakulitan, kulay at sigla.

Pero sa likod ng ngiti ay mga nababalot ng problema

Na kahit anong ngiti ang iyong iharap, puso’y nababalot ng sakit

Ng pait at pagdurusa, Animo’y maskarang nakatabing sa mukha

Ang magulong isipan ay idinadaan na lang sa kakulitan at tawa

Kahanga-hanga ang iyong tatag at lakas ng loob, nakakabilib talaga

Sana sa muli nating pagkikita, nawa’y ikaw pa rin si lanie villena

Na simple, matatag, makulit at totoong tao sa pakikisama

Mabuhay ka kaibigan, sa bagong mundo’y magtagumpay ka sana =)

i have blog sites and lots of them hehe so here is a summary list for
them. dont worry coz i guess i wont be able to add ansother blogsite for now,
it’s too much for me to handle hehe =)

Inquisitive Mind [Blogger]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Blogger]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Friendster]
Jhoy Imperial and the Web [Multiply]

hello guys! been very busy last year and finally found some spare time. i’ve updated my multiply site and i have uploaded new photos in my album. feel free to check it out. =)  take care!

Here is my multiply link http://smileysheinnize.multiply.com/

gloomy new year’s eve is felt this midnight
the still silence the firecracker’s gave
though they seem loud, but not to everyone

everyone is happy for another year to come

everywhere all others rejoiced this evening

but some are quiet and others remained blue

you can see them mingling with all

but their eyes can’t hide the truth

that they’re thinking of their loved ones

just over the seas, across the distant mile
hoping to be home at this special night
gloomy new year’s eve is felt this midnight

Another holiday would be over again soon and time seems so fast that i just remembered I’ve just celebrated new year’s eve a year ago. I kinda feeling old already at this age of mine. Or is it just too much thinking or am i over-accepting the reality that my age would get older this year and the coming years.

Most of my friends, common friends and friends of friends are already settling to what they call "the marriage life". I often tease my better half to get married soon. If it can be today then be it! But we always end up joking and laughing at each other. We always talked about not rushing things up and to get stable in both our jobs and career.

What a sweet idea of getting married after six years. By then, we would be six years older than now and hopefully we have already succeeded in our own paths. I’m really happy to have a partner like him, so understanding and patient and loving … Better stop it there, for my topic might get a tremendous twist.

Oh well, back to marriage life, i am really frantic about the word. It’s like I’ll be trapped in the dungeon with all exits will be sealed and you will be locked forever. That’s why i admire those who have all the courage to take their bows.  They always say that once you have found the right one for you then it would be a happy ever after. Hopefully everyone does, crossed-finger. And i wished that i would be with those who had a fairytale ending. I respect the sanctity of marriage that is why, if ever, i don’t want to get divorced or annulled. I still give importance to its value even if i do not look like one, hehe.

Well, thankfully, i could say i have found him and i am really looking forward to the future. After all, six years is just a short time.